grad day.
a moment i saw when i stepped in, when i felt all the fun and games.
i knew, this moment would come.
taking up a little aspiring challenge set by the grand seniors, the end product must be something we could take pride in.
how i recall the times when i questioned my own passion.
i threw my grades in the face of photobucket.
i liked that although i must admit i did feel the pain of opp costs.
forgive me, but i didnt wish to brag of myself.
i knew, i felt proud when yui began her marvellous singing.
i knew the sequence, every transition, it felt so close, so close.
i didnt think of how "dom is so great, he took those fotos!"
rather, i was pleased, grateful, appreciative, for the content the people of my life had provided
content rich, fulfilling, even unexpected.
i knew that my little world still existed, filled somewhat, sometimes hidden, with this strange warmth.
a mythical connection.
i dont think it is hard for me to deny.
that at this very point in my life.
my mind, effortlessly wandering to the many yous,
in an almost nonstop chanting of.
thank you. thank you. thankyou. thankyou. thank you. thank you. thank you. thankyou. thankyou. thank you..
i know life does not end here.
but equally, somewhat, if time freezes, and the present stays for the future.
i know i would be rather happy still.
i changed my number, but it did not mark the end of my old existence, but a new one.
one which grew up, but it retained all its SIM contacts still.
i will feel horrid to know i may lose many i treasure, but at least, i can cling onto a present that falls back beautifully into the past.
thankyou, for being a part of everyone's past.
for thats the only thing we can safely secure, therefore i will love, even more.
PS: i feel like singing ikimonogakari's yell all over.
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