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it used to be a neutral day with an additional cake to eat. blow. and not a friend you asked? and so came my 17th. friends 18th to think i could doubt my people. to feel more proud of the others who sang spontaneously? im sorry. i know i was wrong to feel that way. my 18th. the return of the papers. im not sure what was it. the return of pw. so surreal it had been. of all the dreams i understand your pains hikari. the pains of life which you must overlook. if only i could see so much meaning to life everyday. Labels: memory
Labels: memory
Labels: memory
a lil to share.
been so long since i did.
The following songs are from the new gundam series.
Gundam 00.
i particularly liked the art. animation. colouring.
music soundtrack was only. soso.
but i liked a few.
to all my friends.
6v. 7g.
i dedicate this song to you.
Friends - Stephanie
Friends by stephanie.
how i loved the rock. with a tinge of pain. sadness.
As life goes on. we musnt forget friends, yeah?
Dont let it go.. our wide world of friends.
how aptly describing my heart.
my fears. of losing all of you.
when we all graduate where shall we be?
4 kuromi!
My second song is a dedication.
Trust You - Yuna Ito
Powerhouse yuna ito lends her voice for gundam.
how much more exciting could it get?
Trust you. obviously is a song of trust. of love.
its chorus "I love you,I trust you,君の孤独を分けてほしい"
totally gives its message crystal clear.
"I want you to share your loneliness with me"
"Even in light, even in darkness, because we're together, We're able to trust each other"
you know i want to understand.
i dont want to be the sponge that only soaks the water.
I want to trust. i want to believe.
there is no song more meaningful.
5 kuromis for touching my heart.
18th bday
12:36 PMthe moment has passed
nothing much else.
not a friend even I replied.
you people whom i was able to share my cake with.
was i not slightly touched?
the little pink book.
the little orange bear.
the nine little chocolate crunchies.
the little card.
wasnt i touched?
the same people who always touched me.
to forget? to postpone?
was it admiration? jealousy?
such an eventful.
i did not quite enjoy the realism that coupled all that idealism that day.
initially. that is.
physics of how that confidence built?
unlikely to do that little?
the total shock. the awakening.
i couldnt feel any much better.
if anyone of us gets shot, i'll bleed for you too.
tomodachi. what does it mean to us?
my tear fell for you.
so real it had been. of all the pains.
the need for us to enjoy life. not falsely perfectly of all the happiness.
but as beautifully imperfectly. of emotions.
the sad. isint that feeling a feeling of life too? a feeling of
existance and wholesome to be treasured?
the sad which will give contrast. give meaning to happiness.
and bring about happiness.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
18
10:01 PMatop the roofs
the sun shone and the wind blew
the people looked.
the camera ridiculed.
the person who self egoed.
the kids who trottered.
the lady who seemed to stare.
werent they all worthy of a memory?
nothing compared to the one in blue and grey.
a glutton's work. eating away a slice of oreo cheesecake.
how i wonder why people do not love to eat? love the tastes and flavour?
the little paperbook which one gave little thought about.
like the balloons flying into the sky. a passing moment for that instant.
how unlikely it seemed back then. the reaction to come later.
the trains were jinxed. but always know that jinxed as a word never blamed anybody.
the karma was returned. and may all be blessed. the lady who got the seat i thank.
the night creeps in.
the littlepaperbook.
if only anyone knew its significance? its impact?
the tears of a new age? treasured memories? caring thoughts?
so important. important.
clutching close to the heart.
tears and laughter could merge as one.
success as mentioned. as planned.
such a congratulation.
as the new 18th age comes along.
i will never forget. that even in this world of grey. surreal dreams may exist for us.
afterall. touched is not adequate to represent.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
wah
11:49 PMthe last apollo fac event.
WAH we are hot
indeed. that was real hot.
i thought i could escape the fate of the bbq pit
it turns out. our affinity was too great.
perhaps abit of me. wanted to be a nice senior
wanted to help those poor juniors who are so greenhorn at it ^^
perhaps. abit of me. just loved the feeling of the flame. the roasting effect. tossing over the hotdogs quickly and efficiently.
i was happy. happy for many things.
for the fun we had. for the time i had to stay close to the people i valued.
juniors. classmates. i thank all of you.
yet.i never expected myself to be such a disappointment.
to falter. to forget. and on top of that to have been reminded.
im sorry. i want to apologize so badly.
"its okay". being nice. makes one feel worse.
i melted like an icecream that night.