it was a rare beginning.
but that is why, i will remember that instant.
i never imagined how i could sum up that love that resides so deep, so deep within.
the one who hated things so much?
who dissented on almost everything done.
i cant imagine.
i cant imagine how sometimes.
we take forever to figure.
i realised how little you have been eating.
for that split moment.
i realised
i didnt mind giving up with my own.
as did when u when away for the moment.
i slipped back into the pot.
"i dont eat so much anyway" you said.
"我够了"
you probably never knew. i lied.
you probably never appreciated my little gesture
but i was alright.
because i probably never knew how much more you have given me.
with much courage i admit again,
after losing, gaining, losing, like a wave function that shall go on infinitely with time,
you were the second woman i loved so purely. innocently.
after grandma. you were my superwoman.
after all. you are her daughter.
i want to cry so foolishly.
because you smiled a little.
but with the pineapple tart in my mouth.
i could only smile as i felt its warmth melting away.
so i shall say,
Ma. Can you bake more tarts. I will love you even more~
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