the last apollo fac event.
WAH we are hot
indeed. that was real hot.
i thought i could escape the fate of the bbq pit
it turns out. our affinity was too great.
perhaps abit of me. wanted to be a nice senior
wanted to help those poor juniors who are so greenhorn at it ^^
perhaps. abit of me. just loved the feeling of the flame. the roasting effect. tossing over the hotdogs quickly and efficiently.
i was happy. happy for many things.
for the fun we had. for the time i had to stay close to the people i valued.
juniors. classmates. i thank all of you.
yet.i never expected myself to be such a disappointment.
to falter. to forget. and on top of that to have been reminded.
im sorry. i want to apologize so badly.
"its okay". being nice. makes one feel worse.
i melted like an icecream that night.
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