this world that we share.
i once thought i was alone.
i once thought that only i think this way. that way.
and yet recently all of you have proven me so wrong.
a strange, if mythical thinking side exists to many, if not all.
just like you said. it might be just the extent really.
but i feel. that it might not just be a factor of extent.
rather also the amount of darkness that is involved.
deep does not necessarily equate to dark.
and you today have been my newest addition to the list of the dark
im not sure if i shld rejoice. or congratulate.
i once wished that there will be more like me. to understand me, and for me to understand.
today it seems like id rather people exist without this side. just a pure side of worryfree. something that i admire.
of mixed emotions in the constant addition of existance into our shared world of darkness. happy of a same kind, sad of more who enter this realm of hurt.
is this even something to worry. to think and concern over.
waste energies instead of chucking it on halogeno compounds.
perhaps.
ohwell. cut the topic short i shld really study.
im just glad to know more of us exists.
"do not doubt yourself" i speak this out of genuine collective emotions and faith i've had of you for the past 4 years.
i hope not to pressurise. but to pass on some strength.
Because like your parents. we just want you to be happy and satisfied.
so think less, doubt less. be satisfied as long as we have done our best.
and if those are done, we have no more regrets.
I will continue to enjoy the little chat.
For I appreciate that depth.
PS: practice what u preach. it seems like im no such great man.
very so much for speaking into the mirror which so reflects the darkness or light in front of it.
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