It expands so much energy to hate.
I dont wish to hate.
Its not the first time i spoke of you this way.
the way you intrude on others.
the way you sneak into their boxes.
in and out.
why cant you be sensible.
why cant you understand that what we value most is abit of our own personal space?
On the basis of protection? Understanding?
Its understandable. but perhaps with a little more knowledge.
we know that there are other better, more viable alternatives.
with less costs. a winwin situation even.
why dont you ever believe in that?
telcos do so. the world does so. major mncs do so. every freaking teen on the msn certain does so. and even you who use email. phone.
surely you must have known how important that was?
why never you believed. tried?
i have waited for you for 17 years.
its soon going to be 18.
am i going to wait for adulthood for my wish to come true.
too late. its all too late.
江山易改，本性难移
i dont want to give up.
i wont be failing. not the way you did.
i know what to expect of myself. my future.
i feel purposeful. with an aim.
thanks to you. i know how imptant is it to correct things.
im looking forward to being an adult.
im looking forward to my future.
soulmates who can share and communicate
are the best anyone can ask between a parent and child.
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