how not to love school?
i never felt that way in the past.
a place which i miss deeply.
a place which i know my time would be short.
where i am already beginning to feel afraid of the graduation.
the cut of bonds. how much avg bond energy would that take.
beats diamond.
a place of friends.
happy. sad. emotion.
place of memories.
of care. of inspirations. of teachers.
just like how much the scientist values the milky way for the great planetary system.
and the foodie connoisseur who values milk for the vast use in cooking & making of milky way chocolates.
i love my school for all that much it provides me.
不在乎天长地久， 只在乎曾经拥有。
im afraid i will never be that magnaminous.
i hope time could freeze.
indeed. it may not be the best option.
the future beholds much potential you may say.
or more joy. more satisfaction. more meaning. someone adds.
but surely. those were already phrases made by people, people who have accepted that time cannot freeze for us.
for satisfaction should not be quantified. a little happy? very happy?
im just happy with the way things are.
does it matter if we live in this moment or the next in the name of satisfaction.
i do not know.
but simply because we have to wake up to reality.
simply because life goes on.
or perhaps because life has to go on.
then we have ability of treasuring the present.
not taking for granted.
there is endless argument to it.
underlying these. just like ghosts. death.
we dont fear the darkness. we fear the unknown.
so we seek peace. simplicity.
kyouhei seeks peace. just like the name.
kyousou. heiwa. 競争. 平和.
perhaps it was destined for me to be the workings of my name.
my constant struggle for my inner peace.
for now.
Ill head back to school again. soon.
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